L-I-N-D-I-I

Hurts...

2008-10-31T14:40:00.002+08:00

I Dont Feel Like Blogging Anymore.
Painful.
PAINFUL PAINFUL!

Switched!

2008-09-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

I am switching blog.
Posting the link up.
:)

甜甜圈

2008-09-18T02:57:00.008+08:00

你。。。

给我的感觉，

就像甜甜圈。。。

就算，离你远，

也不觉得孤单。

你用你的圈圈，

环绕着我，

让我一点都不觉到疲倦。。。

你的笑容，

就像生气勃勃的向日葵，

灿烂的奔放着。。。

和你，在一起的每一份，每一秒，

以让我，感觉到真正的甜蜜。

甜甜圈，

我爱死你。。。

You Never Know...

2008-09-18T02:57:00.002+08:00

In a Fucked up mood.
17092008 was okie.
Though all the things still doesnt seem to fit in place,
Time still kept going.
Dine with RSM and the nice group of J.W ppl.
I find CASPER darn cute lurh!
HAHA!
He's ultra Niang...
Max is to the Maximum already.
Sold 2.
Lousy sales...
Plus, i so wanna ramble about that group of
MII!
Fucking shit lurh.
Feel like slapping their faces a trillion times.

Anyway,
Let's talk about love life now.
I ran away from the HIM i was mentioning previously.
The feeling's not right.
So...
Better to scram first.
Thank God, Bestee gave me the finest advice.

It's freaking 0302 in the morning,
and i am still blogging.
Knocked off, chat with max and head home.
Had a banana, flushed myself with a flask of water,
sit in front of the com,
and start blog-shopping.
Cant remove the sinful urge to commit a crime.
Fuck life.
Pardon for the colorful language.
Just kinda so not myself recently.
I am mad, pissed...
Whatever it is.

Smelly, grossy lizards are bombarding my house.
I AM SO DARN AFRAID OF THEM!!!
Shit lurh.
Can somebody tell me,
how am i suppose to get rid of them?
They produce this "Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk" sound.
WA LAU!!!
*My hair's standing!
Fucking piece of shit lurh.

Really really...
I am starting to find life a myth.
Full of unknowns and mysteries.
Certain people we meet in life can be friends till the very end.
However,
There's just this group of ASS,
that would pissed, backstab, hurt u on purpose.
And!
I loathe them truckloads.
Sometimes, i just feel like asking them
to Fucking GO AND DIE lurh.

Pardon for the ramblings.
It's been sucha long time since i ever scolded
anyone on my blog.
I am just God Darn unhappy about this fucking bastard.
LONG STORY.
and i dont wish to mention it here.

Fucking life that always have bumps.
And there go the fucking lizards.

Thank God, day off later.

I am so gonna lock myself in the fridge,
and chill my brain to death.
By then, i would stop thinking of all the nonsense
in the world.

I'll blog a holy post soon.
This entry is just for the polluted assholes.
BASTARDS, IDIOTS!!!

True Love?

2008-09-11T13:11:00.002+08:00

Not long ago,
I was rambling about finding true love.
However,
just yesterday,
He seems to appear right there.
I dunno should i follow my heart.
Worse of all,
I dunno how to confirm whether is He really the right one.
CHARM.
Help me!!!

P.s: I'm addicted to M&M's Dark chocolate.
2 packets already!

MUMMY?

2008-09-10T01:08:00.005+08:00

I must be cocked today.
Darn upset.
Freaking upsetting.
He left.
He stopped talking.
He behaves as if he doesnt know me.
Fu.k.
I hate it when things becomes like this.
It's all back to square one.
Work's like that.
Love is like that.
When will the doom day come for me?

2 bottles 2 bottles!
Fu.k.
I am darn pissed with life.
Work again later,

Can someone just kill me?

My legs swelling,
Real bad.
Like Pig Trotters.

Shit life!!!!
Zee zee zee...

Oh ya.
I met this Ray guy.
He's kinda cool.
Pretty annoying as well.
LOL.

At work yesterday,
lots of TI GO PEK came ask for my no.
Fu.k.
Some idiots even comment that i looked like some Jap Manga Porn Anime.
Fu.k.

Really!
Can Someone just kill me?

I so wanna have a good cry lurh.
I hate all things that have been bestowed on me.
Fu.k.
I am freaking upset now.

EMOING?
Most probably...

Hi. I am Cordon Rouge.

2008-09-09T01:48:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!
ZEEE...
I am darn bloody tired and i'm wondering why am i blogging at this hour.

Work yesterday?
Sucky i would say.
Poor SALES!

J.E caught me drinking Jak Dan.
Shucks lurh.
Berts real nice!
ARGH! He's darn charming lurh.

Wine shop later.
PPl says Wine shop's hard to sell.
Hopefully not.
Seeing Elmo and Mich!
YAY!
Met lots lots new friends.
And everyone seems SO SO SO NICE!
Loves.

Neways, after work,
Headed home with My Charming.
:)
Did a little of snap shots.
Aiya aiya.
Love this crazy bitch to bits.

Work later.
Meeting Raar for lunch.
Aiya!
I so gonna miss him lurh.

I'll blog soon.
Alright?
With pictures.
It's a promise.

Sometimes,
I wish i do have a Bf.
Lindis, YOU WAIT LONG LONG.

Trapped In Love.

2008-09-07T00:33:00.008+08:00

九十九次我爱他!

LOL LOL LOL!

Maybe...
Maybe after every storm,
There's always a rainbow.
I love Charmaine Mak To The MAX.

Will update on work soon.
I will show u how MUMM look like.

Wadeva you say,
I just conclude,
You look so cute! ^_____________^

我要勇敢地笑出来。

把遗失的记忆都带回来。

可欣是再也不会因跌倒，

而再也站不起来。

我相信，没有任何事情，

是我天父不能解决或完成的。

明天，一定会更好。

(: (: (: (: (: x1000 times.
Smile and everything will be solved. (:

Dead. or Alive?

2008-09-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

I'm in love with a photographer.
Yeah.
Wadever it is.
Yesterday's sales was a killer.
I am freaking tired now.
Have to wake up at 6 to pick up that bloody 3 eye.
SHITS.
I miss that elmo.
A little a day...

WORK! WORK! WORK!

2008-09-04T11:22:00.005+08:00

OH MY GOSH!
It's been Donkey Years since i blogged.
Okay Okay.
For me...
I've...
Started Work.
(ONLY YESTERDAY!)
Almost died-ed in that red pointed hills.
My toes were BLEEDING!
Freaking shit.
And, worse of all.
I used up all the prevention items to ward off 'THE HEELS CURSE'.
Unfortunately ppl, I didnt manage to shun off the evil.
However however,
People at the Air were nice.
Really friendly. Including the aunties and uncles.
The MSR was kinda shitty though. Opps.
But... NEVER MIND.
Manage to sell quite a no. of _______.
Plus, met really nice customers.
Especially those Ang-mohs.
Tsk tsk...
Neways,
Sweets came and pick me up after work.
Which when i called him in the toilet,
I was stunned!
HAHAHA. Thank you!
For later,
another chiong-ing session at work.
Target for today is to sell as much as possible.
Even better than yesterday.
TEE HEE HEE...

Oh yar.
I have officially quit school.
I know it's dumb.
Whatever it is,
this has been the struggle that was tearing me apart.
Now, this burden is finally off my shoulders.
Maybe next year.
Next year shall be may verdict.

For the past decades that I was MIA-ing,
managed to catch up with Cheng and Charm.
Love this two darlings to the maximum.
HAHA!
To my CHARM CHARM,
Hang on for school plus work.
I know you are so so so god-darn exhausted.
Get rid of all the stress and focus your energy to hate that HALO.
HAHA!
To my CHENG CHENG,
Times may seem a little too hard for you to cope,
but i guess, tides will calm themselves in times to come.
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED,
you will always have your D, me, plus Your dearest GFs hanging around you.
So!
You will never be alone!
:)
Love you babes!

Pss...
I wanna blog a part of this post to Kayla dearie as well.
To Kayla:
"DEARIE, times may seem tough.
Plus your hearts aching too much.
Yet, you will still have that fairy in your heart,
that will solve all mysteries in you.
Just to let you know,
I will and never leave you alone to face your greatest heartache.
For, i will and always be here, right here for you.
:)
Someone dropped me this sms,
And i wanna share it with you and to all my friends out there.
' A friend is like simple mathematics.
Someone who adds comfort,
Subtracts fear,
Divides grief,
AND!
Multiplies joy.'
Hence, i appreciate all of you always.
In times to come,
Life gets tougher.
We all have to stay strong and influence one another.
Give life a good grab and never let go.
:)
I will love you always.
Love, Lindis. "

Okay okay.
In less than 2 hours to come,
I must leave home and get down my ass to work.
So, i guess i am ending my entry here.
Will blog soon.
Real soon.
It's a promise.
(Provided i have contents to blog about)

Before i forget,
I am really beginning to like all my airport friends,
and the PERNOD stuffs.
I dunno is it me,
Or, I...
Am starting to FALL IN LOVE again!
C.M.W.S!
I've GOT SO MUCH TO TELL YOU ABOUT NEW LOVE!
PLEASE!
HANG OUT WITH ME SOON!!!
(I Sound like a crazy bitch desperately falling in love, WTH!)
Okie Okie.
I am going off.
Lunch and work.
Hopefully sweets will pick me up again.
Which seems kinda impossible hurh?
HAHAH!
Byee----

Talking hatred or love?

2008-08-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

The phone's on fire.
On fire with the passion of your voice.
Shit.
I hate it when it goes this way.
I am trying hard to let you go.
Trying hard to say goodbye.
Forget it.
Seriously forget it.

Goodbye? Not yet.

2008-08-25T19:23:00.004+08:00

My memory's failing me.
Dang!
I cant seem to see what's really going on with life.
He left.
Everyone left.
I quit.
I quit S.H.
Training's on tmr and the day after next.
I'm really freakin tired with life.
Can daddy bring me back to where i truely belong?
Well.
I will blog more maybe on tmr or something?
Packing my room now.
Realised that i've truck loads of childhood belongings.
Throwing the majority away.
Haha. Plus, found lots of Barbie items.
I must be Barbie crazed when i was young.
Lol. What about now?
Aiya. Threw lots lots lots bags of stuff away.
Anyway,
I wanna get a new phone right after i work!

Kill me. Cupid Killed me.

2008-08-19T10:40:00.004+08:00

Bang Bang.
She hit the ground.
I cut bangs.
LOL.
Shall see the ugly me soon.

I so hate myself.
I so hate her.
She ruined me.

To D,
You are missing from my life already.
The whole entire part of you.
I dunno why.
You chose to let me now dear,
And. I dunno why.
WHY WHY WHY?

Boring day indeed.

2008-08-15T16:07:00.004+08:00

Out with Haute today.
Love her lots.
Lunched at Eighteen Chefs and now,
XZ and K are at my house.
Slacking the way through.
Home today.
Prayers tonight.
Lost to blog.

Anyways,
CHACE CRAWFORD's DARN HOT!!!
FAINTS!!!

I'm gonna make you another puzzle,
And, I'm gonna draw u a story book.
:)

Is beautiful the word?

2008-08-15T00:22:00.003+08:00

Lovely day today.
I dunno why.
I like the measurements part.
Plus, the sudden meeting with Kayla.
Aiya. It's love la.

Thank God mommy was nice to let me chill with K.
Headed for Haji lane.
Cam-whored the shit out of us.
Tired's the word.
K's so vain.
So vain....
Right, K?

OH YA OH YA!
That's a hottie in Haji.
SO CUTE LURH!!!
I must be crazy...
LOL.

Dating My Heart, Cheng later.
One word to describe how i'm feeling now.
EXCITED!
Heh Heh.

Chatted with Zac online a moment ago.
He's like so badly missed by me.
It's been donkey years since i met him.
Lucky for him. He's wow wow-ing in Orlando now.
ENVIES!

Later on,
In the morning, like finally after many days and many nights,
I'm gonna get my phone repaired.
Thank you Kayla for being so ON. LOL.

I am so so so tired now.
5 hours yesterday.
Black eyed Lindis is so gonna be on the list next.
Goodnight peepurl.
I MISS D!

Wishing you have a good day at work tmr,
Baby.
Use the killer smile of yours to warm all hearts,
Darling.
Let the sales flood in to your arms.
You can do it, D!

Bad girl.

2008-08-13T20:37:00.003+08:00

Oh god.
I just returned from a job interview with DFS.
I was so darn nervous.
The interviewers could hear my shivers.
I pray hard hard for this job.
I want to be a bad girl.
I want to learn to be bad.
CHEERS!

Since i am not worth to do anything darn thing anymore,
Might as well, enjoy life to the max right?
Dont worry. I aint gonna smoke or grab a tattoo.
I just wanna have fun.

D's not free. Working's the reason.
See! Everyone's got a job.
i want to quickly grab one as well.

English Oral next thursday.
I'm in such a dilema. Thinking to go for it or not.
I have got dyed hair. How???
Shucks lurh.

I miss D. I miss D so badly.
Lindis, Lindis,
please quickly get a job.
Stop being so addicted to online shopping.
To admit, i've already spent a bomb.
Hate life when i have nothing to do but spend.
My bank account is like left with SO LITTLE MONEY!
Faints...

I'm dating Cheng this friday.
I miss her so much, so much that I feel so like hugging her.
Aiya. I miss D the most lurh.
Shucks! Darn it.

There i go again.

Sorry... Being very emotional is just sooo me.

I so wanna wispher a prayer to My Papa now.
"Dear God, please bless me with the F1 job.
Please... I wanna work so badly.
Not for the money, but to kill time.
Oh Father, grant me the best you want to bless me...
Thank you God.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen. "
Keep me in prayers, okie?

I WANT THE F1 JOB SO BADLY!!!
AND! I MISS D LIKE FOREVER?
Burhahaha... There's million of things i so wanna do now.
I wanna go Bungee jumping,
take up Korean lessons,
Pick up driving,
go to a Gay club and chill,
get the F1 job,
visit Eme,
catch up with Pp,
and friends,
Kbox,
have dinner with D,
go taiwan,
shop the hell shit outta me,
watch the next season of GG,
go Chiong,
do facial,
be an air stewardess; Aiya. Darn lots of things i wanna do.
How? Time is running out.
Money is the main crucial killer.
Lindis is gettting so MATERIALISTIC.
Darn Lindis.
I cancelled my name from the future.

You know you know,
I love you till the end.

Question me.

2008-08-12T14:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Or Sad?
I dunno.
A1?
L.K.S called.
Meeting him on monday.
I hope i will be strong.
I broke the news to D.
No replies. Nothing.
Shit!

thinking. n. thinking.

2008-08-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

Shit.
Sudden thinking of death again.
Negative thoughts are flooding in like waters gushing through the dams.
I feel so down.
Everyday is a gloomy day.

Pumkin pie for Dee.

2008-08-10T21:34:00.007+08:00

I want to hold your hand.
DEE DEE DEE!

LOL.
I must be crazy now.
Everyone's in love.
I mean everyone.
Except for my "dear" and me.
D's cold. As usual.
He got a little better recently,
But, still cold.
I showed him the secret between me and him.
I wonder does he still remember not.
Break the news about dropping studies.
Everyone's shocked!
Is it really that horrible?
I expected it, and knew i would have to face these critics.
Well, Whatever it is,
I hope D will just be there for me.
D, i hope you are reading this.
You know what's going on.
Really, u do.

Plus. To S.P,
you are equally important to me.
As a dear friend.
I brought you out of your agony,
and i dont expect you to fall right back to the same old trap.
Please. She's so over!
So so so darn over!
Life will still be going on,
be it with her, or not.
I want you to learn to be strong.
One day i may pass away.
I cant be there for u always.
The one thing i want to see from you,
is INDEPENDENCE.
Learn to learn the hard way.
That's what i did.
You give me courage.
You grant me guts.
You bless me with the will to fight all odds.
SO! I hope,
I am the one, that is providing you the motivation power to live on.
D, dont get me wrong here.
S.P is like a sister to me.

OH GOSH!
Whatever whatever whatever!
What the hell am i blogging?
It's getting so out of sense.
Full of pathetic nonsense.
Aiya! Life is sucky.
Life's chaos!
CHAOS CHAOS CHAOS!
My brother is MENOPAUSING right now.
Super sickening.
I miss D uber badly.
AND! I miss Charm, Cheng, Kayla, S.P, PP, Jas equally as well.
AIYA! I sometimes wish i can teleport and appear beside everyone.
I heart all of you. So much so much!
Especially, C and D.
HEEE HEEE HEEEE!

Tell you a secret tonight.
I laid my heart to D.
Single sided love. ]:
I want to write him a love song.
In the break of the dawn.

God, please grant my midnight wish to come true again.
Make him call me at 1 plus am.
Just let me hear his voice,
for i miss him till the end...

It's August the 8 in the Year 08.

2008-08-08T13:20:00.002+08:00

I Like the date today.
i like the day today.
LOL.
It's 888 ppl.
Go buy lottery.
Confirm will strike.
WTH.
This morning i was telling Charm.
I should seriously just go out tonight,
Randomly grab a guy,
Date him and go steady with him.
Since i love today and today's date so much.
WTH WTH WTH!
I feel darn F up.
Shit.

That's when i love you.

2008-08-04T18:42:00.008+08:00

I knew this day would come.
Where we would become total strangers.
D's gone, Dear friends, D's gone.
Forever and ever.
He's not talking, not having any reactions with me anymore.
How good can life be then?

Saturday had NDP with bro.
Didnt cam whore or snap many shots thanks to that short-lifed batteries in the cam.
Fireworks were beautiful though.
Absolutely charming.
The Black Knights were awesome as well.
With the dedicated heart, NDP was then worth the trip.
Goodie bags this yr was so so.
Nothing much except for the vouchers.
Neways, I would still wanna thank PP for those awesome views for Fireworks!
N the Tics! HEARTS!

Sunday was a long day.
Nailed my nails with Xiao mei.
Look out for the pics.

For now,
I aint in any mood to blog.
D, hair, life, health... blah blah blah.
MILLIONS of stuff getting me vexed.
How am i suppose to move on?

Simai, Simai, Simai!

2008-08-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

HARPI BURDATE, SIMAI DEARIE!
Dear girl,
as you hit 16 tonight,
I hope you cherish your youth,
Continue to serve and give Him the best you can offer.
Rock on and stay haut!
It's party time!
Nc16s would get easy for you.
However, beware what you watch!
Hah! Hah! Hah!
My birthday wishes to you is to see you getting awesome grades for O's.
VJ, there Simai Go!
Heart you lots, babe!
Once again, HARPI BURPDATE!!!
Smile lots lots wors. LOL.
I hate ah lian language.

Am i forgotten?

2008-07-31T19:24:00.002+08:00

I told you not to read.
I told you not to see.
I made you promise.
Yet, my heart's just yearning for you to realise my heart.
I confessed.
I Love you.
I place hope, my trust, my love all to you, D.

Joker.

2008-07-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

Charm's favourtite joke of the day.

Gambol: [to The Joker] Give me one reason why I shouldn't have my boy here rip your head off.
The Joker: How about a magic trick?
[pulls out a pencil and sticks it upright into the table]
The Joker: I'm gonna make this pencil... disappear.
[Gambol's thug walks over to kill The Joker, who pushes his face into the pencil and kills him]
The Joker: Ta-daa! It's... gone!

Tee hee.

Sky of love.

2008-07-31T16:52:00.005+08:00

Hiro: Where do humans go after they die?
Mika: Heaven.
Hiro: I want to be the sky. So I always know where you are.
Mika: Like a stalker.
[Hiro smiles]
Mika: Clear skies will mean you are happy. Rain will mean you're crying. Sunset means you are embarrassed. Night will mean you are gently holding me.

D, i want to be your sky.
Watching and guarding you every single second, never leaving you.

愛している

Life.

2008-07-30T04:26:00.003+08:00

Was getting this new blogskin done till like it's 4 plus now in the morning.
I am freaking tired.
And freaking emo.
I miss D.

You are the music in me.

2008-07-30T00:11:00.007+08:00

Dear D.
I need you so badly now.
So so so badly.
Will you be there when i am feeling so hurt now?
will you come and dry my tears?
Can you hug me and tell me everything will be alright?
I guess, everything's just vague illusions.
Why are you so far away from me till I cant even see you anymore?
Why aren't you holding me back from falling anymore?
D, I really need you right now.
I wanna talk.
I wanna call.
I wanna hear your voice every single sec.
I want you to remember me everyday.
D, i'm sorry for being so attention seeking.
I'm sorry.

Sarang Heyo

2008-07-29T21:41:00.008+08:00

如果当天偶然曾提起我

难道我这样已经足够快乐

如果沉默真的太多因我怕又出错

不想躲但怎么跟你讲可否接受我

而每次见你身边许多许多个

假设你是我怎可能没妒忌没痛楚

再记挂你多少光阴瞬间不觉已消磨

来日老掉时仍是独个么

想到你夜深中突然心痛过

求凭着一首歌你一生都记得我

想爱你日子为何都给错过

如果只感到无聊才找我

能共你说着笑都感到快乐

如果何日街中碰到都见我是一个

可清楚日子的喜与悲想跟你渡过

想到你夜深中突然心痛过

求凭着这首歌你一生都记得我

想爱你像此生未真的爱过

多少个秋和冬走过才可清楚我

怎么你竟然舍得我常孤单一个

I know what's on your mind dear...

2008-07-29T21:24:00.003+08:00

HEY!
Out with xiao mei today.
Trained to Dohby, went Daiso,
and den walked down to Orchard.
We went Cine to take neos and headed for Taka.
I bought another note book, as usual.
Well, today's fun!
I like I like!
Xiang Zhou and Eugene are like at my house now?
LOL.
And And! I cut my hair. [:
Today's okie i guess.
D just replied the sms i sent him yesterday.
Freaking sad. I'm freaking sad with his reply.
You're the one
You're the one
You're the one, that's making me crazy,
I'm in love, but it's only temporary.
D, I LOVE YOU. So much so much.
Haiz...

Superlife? Dumb Dumb life then.

2008-07-28T18:54:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be a short and sweet post.
Fallen sick again. As usual.
Sometimes i find life effing gross.
I practically slept till like 4 in the afternoon and woke up to have my 1 and only meal, which is my dinner. LOL.
Raar smsed me again, know? Asking me to come online to chat.
Sometimes, such things can come so sudden.
But it doesnt come from the one u heart.
DARN IT DARN IT DARN IT!
I wish i live a carefree life.
Where i get all the love in the world.
TEE HEE HEE... By then i would be a happy girl.
Well, L, dream on.
I dropped D an sms asking him can i ask him a question.
I just hope he would reply my sms.
It's already been 7 hours.
Yet, he didnt reply anything. Not a single reply.
Phish... Ppl just wanted to ask u anytime free this week for another outing.
Guys can be such mean creatures.
What's so hard to reply a girl's message when it isnt that hard to reply?
Moving your fingers on your keypad is a tough thing?
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!
I'm ending the post here.
I'm getting so irritated with everything.
D, where are you?
D, I miss you.

Colors!

2008-07-27T22:40:00.011+08:00

Can Pictures Do All The Talking?

Alright. I will blog.
Life is colorful now.
Though i am still darn bothered by omm.
Tse Lyn's bbq yesterday.
More like 5A's gathering. hah.
Cam-whored like siao... (CRAZY)
Raar's so nice yesterday lurh.
He gave me that comforting hug. SEVROL! (GIGGLES)
Yesterday's noon, went NL to charm. (TEE HEE HEE)
Okie. Let's put it this way. Went charming. [:
Went PP after that. After that PP sessioning,
headed straight for the bbq.
I like yesterday though. Except for the sickening old man part. (PUKES)
I was trailed when i way on my way home last night.
Darn that freaking Ti Go Peh! Sick sia...
Cant stand it.
Today was Eden's last day standing tall.
Building's gonna be torn down. (SAD)
Kinda upset. I went around taking trillions of pictures,
just trying to capture all the fond memories i used to have there.
A time spend of almost 9 years.
Gosh. No one would ever want to forget how pretty Eden used to look.
From a mere hundred odd as a start out,
we grew to a population of three hundreds today, and it's still counting.
Praise the Lord for that lurh.
Okie. Today's just a fun fun day.
I like. Sort of. Plus Raar smsed me. (HAPPY)
AIYA. I jolly well go and sleep.
So tired. 5 hours this 2 days.
Sian lurh... (BORING)
Goodnight, colors. (TEE HEE HEE)
I miss D.
I really do.
D, where have you been?
How are u today?

Lorve?

2008-07-26T23:59:00.004+08:00

If you believe in destiny.
No matter what.
I only lorve you, D.
Only you are on my mind.
Only you, just you.
D! [:
Words are beyond friendship.
Raar, Best of friends forever.
Forever and ever.

Yesterday.

2008-07-26T02:35:00.003+08:00

For the entire afternoon of yesterday,
i was practically doing retarded stuff like cam-whoring,
Slacking around, Chionging K.D, wasting tissues(for i was having a bad flu),
Practicing my makeup skills... Aiya.
Basically, just purely dumb.
And at night, went for B.S.
Quite alright. I ended up not paying much attention,
but dazing around, looking after the todds.
They are awesomely adorable, I tell you.
And i heart them a million truck loads.
Dont believe, i show you pics of them.

HOW?
All smitten up by their Super Ultra Cuteness?
Must be.
Alright ppl.
I guess i needa catch some rest soon.
I miss D. Haiz. Just like how C misses S.
It's like 2 plus now?
GOD. Charming later, and Tse lyn's BBQ at night.
I bet i am gonna return to church at a boo boo state on sun.
Lousy Lindis.
How retarded/dumb can i be?
And did i mention, i guess i am really addicted to Online Shopping.
Hell shit.
Neways, i wanna add this.
Majority of the guys in the world suck.
Only a minority are called humans.
And this minority have something called heart.
The rest, they are lousy ppl.
Majority of the girls agree to what i say as well.
So, guys. Hopefully you are part of this MINORITY.

Sad.

2008-07-25T01:32:00.003+08:00

I AM SAD.
I AM VERY SAD.
FUCK LIFE.
REALLY.

SORRY FOR BEING SO EMOTIONAL.
BUT I AM DARN UPSET LATELY.
GIVE ME SOME TIME.

Hanging out.

2008-07-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOU GUYS!
Hanging out with James And Kayla just now.
Heart them lots la.
Today's a okie day.
Tomorrow's racial harmony.
Bullshit lurh.
I am happy talking to D now.
So happy.
GOD. I must be crazy.
Just simply by hearing his voice makes me happy.
So insane.
Crazy L. I feel like a retarded dumb girl waiting for my cute guy next door to hold my hand.
Despo seems like the word to use.
Arh. Darn.
ALRIGHT. I am happying now.
Just for now again.

To You, I Sing You A Lorve Song.

2008-07-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

To my BF,
Stay strong. [:
I heart you uber ultra super duper much yeah?
We shall hang out more often.
So that we can get rid of our sad moments.
Who say girls need guys?
Who say we cant live without these jerks?
Hang on, huggie!

God. Dont bother to read this if you are not D.
Hah. Lol. Jk.
How dumb can my post be.
Neways, went out with Cheng today.
I miss that babe like 31738417507187518 loads down the drain lurh.
We combed Singapore's main shopping districts. (As Usual)
N, left town with quite some stuff.
I bought 2 books. {They are lorve!)
But, i am freaking lazy to scan them in for you guys to view.
Aiya. Chinese books la. Haha. (I am CHEENA!!!)
Okie. I think i am sounding so gay.
Well, N, i bought 3 cute notebooks, pocari sweat drink and a 72% cacao Lotte's choco today. I would say,
the choco's awesome. Eh. Dark chocolate lei. LOL.
I think i should be nice today.
Since i am in a gay mood now.
So, i went to took the photos of my buys.
But, do pardon me for the horrible photo quality. Heh.

_______________________________________________
For this few days,
i have been thinking of you.
Thinking of your everything.
Your adorable killer smile,
You Cuteness that charm all girls to death.
Oh god. I cant believe i am falling for you all over again.
Darn. And i just dunno why.
My heart beats tubor fast everytime u get close to me.
Whether is it through phone or wadeva form of expressions.
You are just so important to me lurh.
My heart beats according to yours.
Baby, let it be the last time.
The last time for me to fall for someone so deeply ever again.
I know we may be worlds apart. But, the chemistry that we share cant be that easily broken.
Dont let my heart go down the drain once again.
I cant return to the active hyper girl that i used to be.
I cant let my heart rip apart once again.
I just want it to stay where it is,
and continue, to beat for just this special you.
D. I love you. [:

C.Mak.

2008-07-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

Life's like a lolli.
All the twirl colors orbiting in circles.
Just like the life i'm having now.
Lorving my dear dear huggie so much.
Hah.
Life use to be so dull and meaningless.
Not till the recent days.
Have been hanging out with huggie for the past week.
Just by chilling with huggie, life seems to be re-colored once again.
Thank you, huggie! I lorve you to the tweeniest bitt. [:
Huggie, i wanna dedicate this post to you.
No matter how that monster treat you in the past,
or be it, now.
I want you to know, i will always always be there for you.
If that monster try to hurt you again,
I'm so gonna make sure i pull out every single tooth right from his mouth.
Sweets, i hope you make a wise choice the next time round.
Hopefully, this CAZ fellow can give you all the lorve you need.
Ignore the toilet and move on.
Alrights?
Neways, we must chill more man. I really miss all the old times we had together.
Now, it seems as if i have just returned to the past.
History seems to be back to where it was.
I cherish every single moment i have with you,
and i want our friendship to last to the end of times.
C. Mak, I HEART You uber much.
*Breastee hug
All the lorve and hugges,
P square.

As we go on, We remember, all the times we had together.
And as our lives change ,come Whatever, we will still be, friends forever.

I heart Magnum.

2008-07-02T20:23:00.001+08:00

Oh my oh my.
It's been donkey years since i blogged.
Did i mention i totally got over him?
Though i had the aftermath of being bed ridden for the entire week after all the crap.
Tokyo Kosei-ing now,
at the same time, indulging in the awesome taste of Magnum.
Seriously, it's delicious. I Like! [:
Plus, i am watching S&C tv series.
Nice! And. I am chatting with MR.John.
LOL. Dunno why outta blue moon he has become so nosey.
Keep poking into my affairs. Tsk tsk.
One word to describe this fellow.
"ANNOYING." *rofl
But, miss the old times with u lurh, buddie. :P
Neways, i miss WJ. (SA, if you are reading this, dont think too much)
I got to say, nice friends are so hard to find.
Especially BFFs. Like Charm, blahs.
Nice ppl lurh. Alright alright.
I know i am drifting too far apart.
Suppose to blog about life right?
Life is all about Studies.
As usual. And DAMM SHSS. Really hate the hell shit out of it.
*I'm pouring all my vulgarities at the school
It's like life torturing sessions.
Worse of all, it's all legal.
LEGAL to torture the shit out of me?
Nonsense lurh.
Everyday if not tests than Remedials.
Our brains macham become the toys of teachers.
N i hate The Ong lots.
See his disgusting haircut makes me wanna puke more.
In this modern time, there's still someone out there with high tugged pants,
and center parting hairstyle for a man?
That's him. Plus, the lousy school is trying so hard to raise cash for the
PRIME PROJECT.
Please lurh. I will miss out all the parts after i leave this retarded school.
Dear God, please let me get out of all this shit soon.
I wanna work. I wanna shop.
I wanna hang out with all my friends.
I wanna spend more time with you.
I wanna BREATHE the world's air.
Aiya. Wadeva. All the nonsense's coming out of my mouth.
Pardon me. Too Stress.
Too stress with the rubbish Shss's giving.
Blurhhh.... I ending here for now.
Wanna continue with my SEX. [:

His Birthday. Their Wedding.

2008-06-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

I'm folding minature straw hearts right now.
Just for the one i love.
Yesterday was his birthday.
Kinda missed the wishes and stuff.
Attended a wedding in the morning that words cant describe the sweetness content.
Took quite a number of sisters shots, but...
I am simply too lazy to plugged in the wires and upload it.
Soon soon...
Walked to Bugis after the wedd, and ended up getting soaked feet.
I swear i would never put on that pair of blackies on a rainy day ever again.
After hitting Bugis, went Cold Storage to grab Kani Sushi.
Love it to bits...
Den, we trained back to church.
Aiya... Yesterday was a boring day. I guess.
So will be it today...
I am so tired now, and i've got choir later.
Guess i'm gonna catch no 5 now.
Tuition tomorrow. Den, maybe having Pandamonium with the kids.
Well... We shall see... Photos soon. Sorry aite.
Flys~

Without Your Messages,
I think i am a Robot.

Happy or sad?

2008-06-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Today was a so so day...
I slept like a pig yesterday night.
13 hours of sleep, i counted.
Yet... I'm still so tired. Gosh.
SS with granny in the afternoon.
Piano lesson in the evening.
Had chocolate flavoured pocky.
Now, i am going to bed.
I found out that there's a small tiny bump under my tongue.
And it hurts. I applied layers of bonjela.
But it doesnt seem to ease the stingy effect.
Meeting my form teacher tomorrow.
Kinda feel shitty about it.
However, going to "SWEET" with tong and xy after that.
Thank God I have nice sisters. (:
My momo's nagging. Shall stop here.
Tata, Lindii.

I say, Love is a many trousered thing.
But, God will make a way for me.
I am praying. Praying for us to be the right pair in His eyes.

Airport.

2008-06-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

Met xiao mei at 11 plus at simei.
Comb NTUC for pink dolphin.
Did i mention i heart this drink loads? HEE.
Train down to Payar lebar.
We did some mighty transform to both of us. (:
And i pretty love the aftermath.
Haji lane.
Yes. After Payar Lebar, where the clockface showed 3.18,
We hop on another train and headed down to Bugis.
Went haji lane to kill time.
And i ended up finding awesome clothings that i die to buy for.
Geesh. They are seriously pretty find.
I guess i have to cut down on food gorging and switch to purchase these pretty wear.
After all the dramatic episodes,
we finally decided to come home for a bath and indulge in our sumptious dinner. (:
Night Study at my favourtite place yesterday.
I would grade it as a rather enjoyable one.
Afterall, we were busy "bullying" our dearest Mr Ronald Macdonalds.
Hah.
Pictures later.
I'm going out now without catching a wink.
Hah. It's been 5 days since i receive a proper sleep.
TTSH later. Hopefully i can chop off my nose.

Happy or sad?

2008-06-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

Narnia-ed today.
Awesome man.
William Moseley is simply extraordinary handsome.
He's so hot!
I was like... Totally caught under his beauty spell.
Neways, his been cold. I dont know why.
Forget it.
Today's also an outing with the dearies. (:
Couldn't be any better. I did enjoyed shopping for his presents.
Kinda cool.
Okay. I dont feel like texting much for now.
Gonna grab some rest after 4 sleepless nights.
LORVE!

Be my lolly boy.
Be my sweetest heart.
ILORVEU.
And i truely do. (:

Mission Trip

2008-06-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

What a wonderful experience!
Words cant express the fun and joy i experienced.
The laughter, the smiles and the happiness were all clearly
worn on the hearts of these little fellows.
They are beautiful little people. (:
Kids' is one of the most wonderful creations God ever created.
Don't you agree? I just adore their grins.
Geesh...

Btw... This mission trip made me realise my true feelings to him.
I dont know is it just at that moment, when i felt my heart pounding real hard at the sight of him or it was just affections.
Words tumbled at the tip of my tongue when i mouthed my speech.
He was glancing at me.
Like how a child's eyes meet their mother's.
The charcoaled black eyes of his
was storing the sight of me right at that moment.
I like that split second where our eyes interacted.
Sparks flew... I swear.
I long to hold him and mumble the words of love to his ears.
Sometimes, i wonder. Is it pure fascination or it's a actual real love story?